Pandas on the Eastside

Pandas on the Eastside — page 3
Pandas on the Eastside All I ever get is this speech He didn’t stick around after you were born That’s all you need to know Why would I need to know about the ingredients in orange soda but not need to know anything about my own father I think when Mom says That’s all you need to know what she really means is That’s all I want to tell you There’s a difference But Mom doesn’t see it that way The past is gone she says as though it’s a book I left on the bus and should just forget about But how can I forget a past I never knew anything about in the first place Sometimes when she’s slipped a little and smells of wine she lies on the sofa and calls me Scheherazade I asked my teacher what that meant and she gave me a book called The Arabian Nights so I don’t know maybe I’m an Arab I don’t look like any of the girls from The Brady Bunch or like any doll that’s for sure Mom says she was one of the first people to give a kid a name like Journey Wind Nowadays you can’t walk down the street without tripping over a baby named Rainbow or Sunshine or a toddler 3